Will Power

Another day has gone by unused. Spent doing nothing without the energy to really care. I can say I'm doing better but my will isn't there. College starts in 2 weeks and I'm nervous.

My mom is starting to believe I'm depressed. What a joke! It takes her 10 years to notice something wrong, I dismiss it and she things nothing more of it. "Parents acting like enemies making kids feel like it's world war 3."

On the bright side my Best Friend comes home in two weeks. I can't wait to see him, I've been thinking about him a lot lately. He is the one person I trust and knows me inside and out. He is an amazing guy.

Still praying about the 30 day blog. It would help but I'm not sure I have the WILL POWER.