Sunday, July 31, 2011


I'm tired of of giving chance after chance only to see the actions produced by drugs and lust. My ears bleed at the sound of more candy coated lies. If you were here (funny right?!) I'd have one last thing to say, "I'm done." That's it plain and simple, no wrath upon you just simple words of regret.

Thursday, July 21, 2011

Cry For Help

This cry for help cuts me to the soul.
What do you do when a girl confesses her love to you while dealing with major issues and is depending on you BUT you've already moved on? I care about her but what about the guy right here at home? The one I want so badly and ready to trust him this time.... In over my head and this numbing sensation from the current situation leaves me too, Crying Out For Help!

Monday, July 18, 2011

Twisted Thoughts

So I told him he had to prove himself and no shit guess what...
he is actually trying to do exactly that :O
Didn't see that coming....
He is coming over in the am so stay tuned for for twisted thoughts

Saturday, July 16, 2011


My heart forgave you in assumptions that you had walked away for good. Now you throw around promises with whiskey on your breath, I would say come back sober but your more truthful, more you in this state of mind. This awkward punk rock chick is fencing  between her old life with your drugs and her new life that seems to be coming together. Easy choice right, of course but temptation's pressure grows and my heart wants to believe that you could change. 

Friday, July 15, 2011

Twisted View

Back from Basic...shit didn't work out
My depression really took a toll...
So I'm back for now
Which means you get a view into my Twisted Soul.....

My First Tattoo