Wednesday, July 21, 2010


So I have all these things that are suppose to help me as I wrote in my last blog. Though I can't seem to do them. I want to just lay and do nothing so I do. I can't find the motivation to very much at all.

Plus the bf is really upsetting me. I know I messed to last month but will I ever get his trust back? I can't hang with my friends but you can smoke pot with yours. Guess our relationship is peachy perfect and that's not even counting today's lies.

Going crazy here and can't seem to fix anything. Maybe school will help. Less than a month till that. Or maybe I'm just BROKEN


Steppenwolf said...

You're not broken. You're just sick that's all.

Nicole McGrath said...

I know what you mean when you say you can't find the motivation to do the things you want to do. It's like me and my writing. I really want to, but I haven't got the motivation to do it.

I feel your pain. Maybe not all of it, but I do understand.

I don't think you're broken. I think you're just having a tough time. Times like these come and go.