I hate you!
Well it's more like I hate how you make me think.
I know I should've been with you instead of your best friend, it's pretty obvious looking back and we both can easily see it. Well lets back this up to the start...
2 Boys competing over the cute but insecure rocker chick. How much simpler does it get? Of course the girl chooses the wrong one, typical story. She falls for the one who constantly uses her and takes advantage of her but its ok because he choose her over all the other girls. She knew both guys liked her which made her feel amazing but as I said she choose the wrong one, the one with the most game, isn't that how it usually works?
Next chapter things begin to really start up, the climax you might say. The rocker chick becomes a pothead toy while the other guy finds another girl... a smarter one if you might say. Of course this doesn't fly well with our main character, she has to go after him and prove she can get what she shouldn't have, it's that rebellious streak. Average story she gets his attention, he decides to hook up with her... but her insecurities and morals get the best of her and whatever did happens is written off as a dream.
A few chapters and deviant actions later the poor chick has twisted her reality into all the things she promised she never would be and left for a new adventure. She called her friend a few times but he was never home, wrote a letter that was never returned; she assumed her story had ended quite tragically. Months later though she is back in the same town struggling to keep her rebellion and practice her morals. Stuck up her old friends would call this "new" character. But he shows up after an incident she didn't know how to solve. He flung around words and proved he knew her better than she remembered but as the story goes she had already started a new life, this could be just another dream that never happened but than again the thoughts are swirling around her mind and that rebellious streak is dying to come out, for what is a rocker chick without her rebellion? The end?
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Typical or Not-So-Typical Tennage Deviance
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Friday, September 9, 2011
Barbie
I'm sorry that my hair and skin are tainted black,
My hair isn't blonde enough to blend right in
I apologize my piercings are so taboo,
Too many holes to please society
Forgive me for my ideas are absurd,
Normality can never be my style
I don't seek perfection but if your dead set on it...
I'LL BUY YOU A BARBIE DOLL!
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Sunday, August 28, 2011
Trick or Treat!
Trick or Treat!
Little early for Halloween isn't it? But yet I'm playing a game of trick or treat. I want to be this character I've been tricking him into believing is me which is quite a treat! But we all know my twisted insanity can only be hidden for so long. Once the curtain reveals the actor behind the script I will be nothing but a foolish kid playing Trick or Treat winning best costume!
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Labels: Depression, Lies, Relationship, Twisted
Wednesday, August 17, 2011
100% Positive
This is my 100 post and a very positive update too (:
>My Dad is trying to be apart of my Life ♥
>I have an amazing Garage Band King ♥
>I Live for Jesus ♥
Oh and check out my new blog PLZ!
http://morewritingsfromtwisted.blogspot.com/
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Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Dear Heart
Dear Heart,
You know what....I'm Done!
The past no longer has an effect on me nor do the people I'm leaving behind in that past. Another step forward without looking back. In my twisted reality there is always room for change and a light to guide me. Jesus is the way and the truth. Better than any lust, drug or sin of this world
xoxo,
Twisted
P.s - oh yeah and Heart be prepared for a roller coaster cause I meet this guy and yeah you can guess the rest!
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Numbing of the Pain
Getting over you or use to the pain?
5 a.m wake up, I survived another day with no tears for you...
That old song brought up memories for a second but they faded...
That cute girl drives me absolutely crazy...
Our text messages no longer leave a gashing hole...
But I'm afraid it's just the Numbing of the Pain
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 10:47 AM 0 comments
Labels: Break Up, Change, Love, Moving On, Relationship
Monday, August 1, 2011
Preface for Redemption
preface to my new short story...
Posted by MyLifeInShambles at 5:31 PM 0 comments
Labels: Redemption