Worth

Another story has changed yet again. You would think it wouldn't hurt anymore, that I would become Immune. The Pain though will never cease. Two words can change a story completely, making me question love all together. It hurts when the one you love lies to you but it is nothing compared to the pain of not being WORTH the truth.

Twisted Love

He Loves Her
I Love Him
Typical story right? Wrong!
He loves her though her depression is tearing them apart
I Love another boy but my family and his lifestyle is tearing us apart
They have mixed feelings about each other: lust, friendship & the past
They are exes and close friends
They would be perfect for each other in every way their loved ones aren't
Everybody would Love to see them together
But this is how the story goes:
He Loves Her
I Love Him

This love is not the cure to life people say it is, but it is true love. The difference is when you cross a path with a twisted soul it results in Twisted Love!

Extreme

Anger builds like a kid's energy locked in a candy store
Depression slowly eats away at me like a turtle with it's food
Sanity is long gone along with my life
A Monster is destroying me in the Most EXTREME way
& this is how I live my life!

He Loves Me...

Love is the bitch life hires for any easy night

He loves me...So he is moving back to where she lives
He loves me...Enough to be jealous of all my Friends
He loves me...But walks out the room when I drop my pants
He loves me...while the lies keep getting bigger
He Loves me...And I love him, that's all that matters!

Wait that last one doesn't make sense, but boy is it true

Reality

The Perfect Life is never what he wanted
"Sex wasn't Anything like i thought it would be...
Parents are always argueeing with me, Don't Trust me...
Im not Truely Happy"

My ex boyfriend told me this today, and he proved a point so common people often miss it. Perfection in Idea is great but Life isn't meant to be perfect and it won't be. Live life as each moment comes don't get lost in a direct path because the less traveled ones are much better in Reality.

Knowledge

" I don't know"

"Nobody ever does"

"Would it matter if they did?"

reaction

The amount of Darkness must equal Light, it is the only way to live! That one moment of complete happiness will cause your life mass destruction. Because every action has a reaction.